Trying not to sink in the sea of normalcy..and mundaneness...fighting, resisting..fear accepting...
fear loosing myself in the crowd
Playing the role of an outsider, while yearning to be an insider...an accepted, acclaimed insider
Observing, myself and my prejudices..and others with my prejudices..suffering from the jaundice of sight
Going mad with my job, my compulsions, and my struggle to be unbiased and detached