Forever, and for always. All I need is something enclosed with four walls, and a door to knock. A place I can do up on my own, be myself with, stock up a bottle of wine and wear anything in. Wake up every morning without being afraid, come back every night anytime. A bed on which you can lie down and keep reading. Or writing. This is so basic, and I see even this is so denied everywhere around me.Its what scares me the most.